That’s the question I find myself asking ALL the time. It’s a central focus of my meditations more often than not.
I just randomly stumbled upon a blog that answers this question in a way that made me laugh so hard I’m still in tears… I introduce… Puppetji
…[forget] this nonsensical questions. People seem to believe they are what they do. Stop. This is false my friends. This is merely the identity trying to create meaning or purpose where there is none.
Let go of these questions… freedom comes in not knowing.